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Re: The return of the epic rant thread
« Reply #15 on: January 28, 2010, 10:50:15 PM »
I've been on Seroquel for about 8 months, it has been life-changing for  me--but the side effects have been... unpleasant.
 
 When it kicks in (I take it at night), I get tachycardia for about a  half an hour and also restless leg syndrome, and if I've fallen asleep  before it kicks in, I jar immediately awake when it does kick in with  the terrifying feeling that "so this is it, I'm going to die", usually  shrieking aloud in absolute fear and scrambling to grab my phone in case  I really do need to dial 911 (this happens about 3-4 times a week)--and  for the past month I've been having horrible nightmares every  night--I'll be hopefully trying something else come this Friday,  probably Zyprexa or one of the others that help people with autism that  don't decrease appetite (when I have medications that decrease appetite,  I'll forget to eat and have passing-out spells--I'd rather be fat than  malnourished).       

If I took Seroquel during the day it would make things difficult, and it has  given me some irritability issues that I've had to conquer--it's so easy  to fly off the handle at the smallest of things.   However, normally my  mind races all the time about thousands of things that don't really  matter most of the time and it slows that down to a level that is much  more sustainable and lets me live much closer to "normal".  There are  still times when I sort-of relapse back to what happened to me so often  before I found Seroquel, where I think too much about conflicting things  in my head after something I couldn't pre-plan occurs and I have a  short circuit, so-to-speak, where I can't talk (to where the speech part  of my brain just won't work right--nor can I walk or anything else) and  tears stream out of being completely helpless at that moment and people  and my surroundings become the same thing as watching a movie or  reading a book, and then there are other times where things that aren't  important become a total emergency until it can be sorted played through  in my head from about 100 angles, but it happens so much *less* than it  did before I found Seroquel, it's just an amazing change.  I really  don't want to switch medications because I *know* that Seroquel works,  but this complete terror I feel at those times shortly after I take it,  as well as the constant nightmares I've had recently, is just not  something I feel I can take anymore.
 
 It took me a while to adjust to getting up feeling groggy and I had very  little energy until the middle of the day--HAD, I've mostly adjusted to  it now, but would still not be able to function if I took it during the  day.  The thing that Zyprexa doesn't have a history of tachycardia.   When the tachycardia and restless leg hits me hard, it is absolutely  terrifying to me, particularly if I get woken up by it--it gives me the  worst panic during those times (usually for about a half an hour) that  I've ever experienced.  The feeling of "omg, I'm about to die!" and  having your whole life flash before you like someone has pointed a  loaded gun at your head and is ready to pull the trigger several times a  week is just not pleasant.  It's absolutely terrifying.       
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